CH CH CHainges...now we need money to pay for the funeral

No, Poppy's still with us, as far as I know, but we need to keep this roof and if we can pay for the funeral then we can stay here until we find another place.

Poppy's only son spent all his money when Poppy insisted that his only son and his sons wife become his financial power of attorney. Now there is no money for the funeral. It has been forced on us to get the money if we want to keep a house over our children's heads. Yep, they are playing that.

I don't know if any of you have ever been in a very bad situation brought on by hate and intolerance and bullying, but that's where we are now and how we ended up in this spot.

I wouldn't wish any of of this on anyone, but it happened to us.

This is a situation we didn't want. We could have fought harder to stay where we were but then being chased by a crazy man with a board and having my children repeatedly threatened and attacked by a dog was becoming intolerable. We were all afraid to outside. The boys couldn't play in the tiny yard we had because of the violence that was being brought against us because we called in a drug house. Yes, we became targets because we called in a drug house, and the 3 dog attacks and the time the crazy guy in #17 chased me with a board filled with rusty nails. I almost ended up in psyche because of all this drama.
Cap all this off with the property management company never wanted us there after we asked to have our rusty, shorting out power connection to the trailer replaced. It was their job to do that, we had already rewired the trailer and replaced the lead in connection, the box was their property. So, they used dirty tricks and bookkeeping to get an eviction claiming we hadn't paid a bunch of fees. If it wasn't on our monthly bill how could we pay it? Well, a judge agreed with them and so on top of running we got an eviction and now people wont rent to us because lies were also told about us be trouble makers and that we damaged their property. We owned the trailer. We sold them the trailer to leave us alone, which they didn't do. For 5 months they continued to bill us rent, we weren't even there anymore. Bullies.

Due to a childhood (4 y/o through until the day my crazy grandma died) of abuse and bullying of all kinds by a crazy grandma that was raising me  and really good at making me look like a bad person, nearly every church teacher, nearly every school teacher, and 95% of all the students I went to 5 schools with, I have been left with a really fun case of PTSD and depression. Only times I have had a level of peace has been when I din't have to worry about being attacked. I have that here at Poppy's and would like to keep it.

So now we need the 10,000$ for Poppy's funeral.

Please help us. Please help me keep this safe roof over my children's heads and keep me at this wonderful level of peace.

Love and light.

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From bad to worse

Tonight Poppy could not walk to bed with his walker. We had to use the wheelchair.

If we don't receive help soon we will have to live with the in laws.

Aggressive, violent baby brother of hubby's lives there.

This will end someone up in jail.


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And it begins

Today the hospice nurse told us she is starting to see the final stage changes.

For those of you who don't know what that is or means, Poppy will die soon. The hard part is this stage can last for many months, so we just don't know. He could go tonight in his sleep, we just don't know.

Poppy told me he was going to hold on until my family could get a home, even if it's just an rv in an rv park.
I had to leave the room as I could not stop the tears. Poppy knows, I think. Knows that his son fucked shit up way worse than our last years misfortune.

Well life beckons.  I will report more later.

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Just keeps getting better *sigh*

I keep asking myself, what is it that I am not saying? How am I not saying it right?
I do not know.
I do not know how or what to say other than the truth, which seems to be thought of as a tweeker lie. Which it's not.
I am not now nor have i ever been a tweeker.

I do plan on paying back.
I know that sounds equally bad, right?
Well, if you don't want to buy candy or anything else i make and sell all I think to do is as for a P2P loan, which, you have my good word I will pay back. It might be just a few dollars a month as I dont make much, but I will pay it back. I am just like that.
True, my past says diffrent. But consider that word, past. Thats exactly what it is. I no longer allow bulling in my life that caused those errors.

Consider that I need to put a good representation for my children.

Please help my children keep a roof.

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